Finally the matriculation exams are over for this Autumn! My life should be stress free-er now, but is it? Nope. I am so stressed about getting into a Uni.. I really want to get to study music but I am just so sure that I am not good enough. I don't want to go to study anything else, as I really enjoy music and it's my calling I wish I had started playing Flute already as a child maybe then I'd have better chances.. The thing is also that if I tried to get to England to study, sure there are many different music courses with different requirements, but still I don't think I am good enough.